Alright guys, I'm at a loss as to how to move forward with my life. Here's a rundown on my situation:
>24
>unemployed with high school education, dumb and unskilled
>living in rural as fuck area
>living situation causes depression and anxiety
I have no savings, no friends, no one outside of immediate family. Anxiety is causing me to isolate myself from the outside world. Depression is keeping me from doing anything at all. No energy, no ambition.
I'd rather not go into detail on my living situation but it's abusive to say the least. I KNOW i'd eventually be able to get my life back on track if I found a way to leave that didn't involve being homeless, which would be the only thing worse than living here.
I'm afraid of leaving and going to a shelter because most only allow stays of 3 months or under, and I don't know if I'd be able to recover and pick up my life in that amount of time.
What the fuck do I do /adv/. Is suicide my only option?
>>18632073
Monitoring this thread cause I identify with OP. Can't help you but hope someone appears to help us both.
>>18632073
Focus on getting a job for now. Limit internet time to only 1 hour a day and start reading more. Take cold showers and stop masturbating as well.
>>18632073
Join the military
As the dude above me said, join the military
>>18632804
>tfw military won't let me go shoot guns in the desert because I'm missing a kidney
>>18632073
... Get a job. Seriously.
>>18632818
That's because soldiers with medical problems are a liability to their fellow soldiers. Should their medical issues flair up while deployed they burden their squad and reduce their combat effectiveness which could get someone killed.
>>18632073
>mtfw I get over 800 dollars in government goodies
I guess you can call me King of NEETs