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There is something that pisses me off.
No matter how I act- shy, confident, mysterious, happy, normal: girls don't bother getting to know me, especially at parties. Hence why I am completely alone. Here's the deal though: I think I may be attractive. Every and any girl who wants to talk to me can't do so for more than 5 minutes. I smile, ask them questions and everything but in the end, the more I admire the girl on the inside (without showing it), the more her interest drops. Or if I play it cool and show her that I'm confident over time, she still won't be interested!
I had a girlfriend once. I travelled the world go see her. I spent my nights stopping her from cutting her legs. When I got there, she made an entire list on her diary of things she didn't like about me. Wrote that she wanted a "slim guy who treats her write, who is both submissive and dominant in bed, with brown hair and confident". Like, what the fuck? And then when I fucked her and "took her virginity" she's instantly like hey I'll be your girlfriend more, I swear like the very next second. Yet she couldn't remember what she wore when I fucked her for the first time. I literally became fat due to the stress of having to fix her issues and when I got there she complained I was fat and clingy? Well, sorry for having been in love.
I believe that some things just aren't meant to be. I have come to believe that now. No matter what I do, I will always be alone. Call it astrology or some shit but no matter what, same stuff happens. I now act in various ways and have lost weight. Still no luck. Never any luck.
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Oh, and my ex (only girl I have ever managed to get to, because she was a complete slut I suppose) also told her therapist, friends and also these online dudes she liked to talk to sexually that I was some sort of monster. All for fun I suppose. I am tired of people's reckless faggotry. What am I even ranting about?
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>>18630948
Nice blog post faggot
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>>18630960
Yeah, I just needed to get this shit out somewhere so it doesn't stay inside me.
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>>18630971
Make a tumblr my dude
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>>18630972
Yeah, with all the libtartds, feminists and fetish people on there? No thanks.
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>>18630972
In addition, I'm writing this for your entertainment.
Let me quote this bitch's diary from when I met her. She writes, among other things, that she wants "Someone whom if I see a movie with them, they'll buy me popcorn and maybe hold my hand and whisper funny stuff once in a while. Not kiss or cuddle during."
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"Someone who can notice when I am saying "yes" but I really mean no." What the fuck does that even mean?
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Cause no matter how you act you can't hide that you're a self centered, obnoxious, creep. No one is going to tell everyone that you're a monster just for fun.
And someone that understands when yes means no, means someone who actually pays attention to her and cares; you probably only focus on what you get out of the relationship without considering that she is a human with needs and feelings too.
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>>18631067
I don't get it though- what obnoxious thing did I do? Or are you projecting here?
If you'd read my post more carefully, you'd noticed that I kept her from getting every night. How is that me being selfish?
Oh, and as for the "monster" part, read up on BPD. No need to be so rude.
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>>18631086
*cutting
>>18631067
Don't normal people just say no when they mean no and yes when they mean yes?
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>>18631090
Lol not really. I hate to generalize, but woman want you to recognize their body language and assert your role as the bf by protecting her from her own choices. At least, my wife told me that one.
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>>18631448
You sure know how to pick em'.
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>>18631490
Good luck on your relationships bud.
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>>18630948
https://youtu.be/Nu68BBNBnLU
Might be helpful
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you have borderline personality disorder, please get help
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