Thread replies: 4
Thread images: 2
Thread images: 2
File: FB_IMG_1496846305513.jpg (26KB, 720x720px) Image search:
[Google]
26KB, 720x720px
I hate to say it, but the only thing holding me back from killing myself is that I don't want to put my friends through it. I'm starting to not care anynore, as everyday just wears me further down. I don't think I can fix my life at this point. Is it really a selfish thing do? Won't they just forget about it me in a year or so?
>>
>>18625260
Nah man. A friend of a friend of mine killed herself a few years back and he's still messed up about it.
>>
>>18625260
One of my best friends killed himself 5 years ago and I still get horrible nightmares about it.
>>
File: 10950324_758915680861306_2046527450_n.jpg (106KB, 640x640px) Image search:
[Google]
106KB, 640x640px
Best mate killed himself the other week. I shut off how it feels because I can't be fucking arsed to go through another round of howling, miserable grief, but everyone around me is in bits. I'll feel it one day.
I can't blame him, he was hopelessly bipolar. But his life was pretty good otherwise, and it makes me wonder whether the ethical thing to do is drug him up to his eyeballs so he feels stable or just let him get on with what his sick mind wants. I dunno, he's not suffering anymore.
Do what you feel you need to do. You won't be around to see the mess you leave.
Thread posts: 4
Thread images: 2
Thread images: 2