>pic unrelated So I've dated my ex for about 3 years

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So I've dated my ex for about 3 years and I can actually say I was and still am in love with her. We broke up about a year ago almost two due to her wanting better for me , the story is she went through a lot as a child and suffers from a lot of mental disorders which I saw past and loved her for who she is but what caused the break up is her wanting to focus on getting better mentally then managing to focus on a health relationship which was fine , I waited about 8 months before we finally got back together and officially started dating again until she felt as if she was holding me back and ended up leaving me so I could find someone "better" while she went to another ward to get better and so I tried , while we broke up again I managed to find someone who I thought made me happy but just managed to distract me so you could say . So when my ex got out we talked and talked while I had a gf and I ended up cheating and got caught , by them both . I was just so in love with her I wanted to go back . Since then I still talk to my ex with the disabilities but she told me she has no romantic feelings for me anymore and that destroyed me because without a doubt she's the only one i can say I truly ever loved. Even til this day we still talk about moving in together and doing stuff . That confused me and all and I just don't know what to do. I probably left out details but thank you for anyone who took time to read this. I could use some advice.