Well, I'm back! And thankfully not for advice on how to an hero myself or what I was afraid was growing inside me.
I want to thank the (how many of you were there, I will never know) people who responded to me and either tried to reason with and emotionally support me with their kindness or push me to get the test over and done with and stop being such a little bitch.
Which I admit, I was. But I was scared as hell and I'm still kind of afraid wondering what may be wrong with me, but as long as it's not a baby, I can sort it out.
Thank you for not letting me hollow alone into the void. You faceless, nameless people I will never meet or will never know I met, even if I did, helped me more than anyone else would have. So, thank you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!
tldr : Thank you to everyone, I'd be permanantly half nuts by now without you.
Pic related, it looked just like that.
I can never thank you guys enough for taking the time out of your day to try to deal with my neurotisism and paranoia. I love you guys. Really. And again, thank you all.
Op out.
>>18623687
You are welcome