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I have been depressed truly since about 14.
I have had thoughts of suicide, and planned my suicide, and gone as far to act out 2/3rds of my plans before coming to my senses.
I, however, am afraid of death. I am scared by death more than anything.
As I lay here in my bed right now, I have panic attacks when thinking of death. I can't fall asleep, I get insomnia. I stay awake for days sometimes.
I have dark rings under my eyes because I can never fall asleep. My thoughts cause me so much anxiety.
I am so afraid to die. I don't want my family to die. I don't want my friends to die.
I want nobody to die and I have no control over it.
I need help adv
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Life has a hopeful undertone
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Get therapy
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>>18623564
stop being poetic and tell us whats wrong
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>>18623595
I don't understand what you mean
>>18623601
I can't open up, that's my biggest struggle. I have to have known the person for years and even then I struggle.
>>18623602
I said everything that was wrong. I just have lots of issues with anxiety. I wouldn't even say I'm depressed actually, just anxious. But they are linked.
I have anxiety and its at its worse when I try and sleep.
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Stop rejecting and do something
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You need to accept the fact that everyone dies
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>>18623613
The gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.
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