I'm so sad. I've never been this low before. Can't cook, clean, eat, go outside, talk to people. I feel like this depression will kill me but I don't want to die. It isn't even about money. If I die then people I love will get hurt and they will have no chance at love or happiness but a lifetime of scars and emotional turmoil. There's no one to turn to for help. I just need to stay alive and functioning but it feels impossible. Is there anything I can watch or listen to for motivation or a quick perk? I don't know what I'm even looking for.
>>18622949
Psycholog.
Parents
Suicide hotline.
Visit mental ward.
Csgo?