I just cant fit into any social group
The impression it gives is that no one wants to be my friend
I try to talk to people but nobody wants to talk
I just kissed one time in a lifetime.
I just cant take with this loneliness anymore.
I just wanted to have a girlfriend and some friends.
A normal life
But I just cant
I have a job, good subjects to talk with other person, knowledge, but socially I've tried and failed at everything
Talk to me friendo.
Anything interesting happen today?
I think your problem is worse, because I can at least make friends, but try being someone who people generally like and can make friends easy with, but can't seem to find romance at all.
People seem to like you, they dont mind hanging around you, they even invite you to stuff sometimes. Yet when it comes to dating, finding a person of the opposite sex to spend time with you romantically, it's a complete wasteland. It really fucks with your mind. You get social affirmation on one side, and complete life destroying insecurity with the other so that it comes to a point where you're deeply unhappy and insecure, yet know that if you show any of it people will stay away from you. So you keep it all bottled up, put on the mask, and never really get to act how you feel. Your entire existence seems fake and you feel guilty for being unhappy because at least you have friends and no life would be even worse than it is without them yet it's not enough and cant wait until the day you die.