>Been masturbating to non-consensual upskirt vids online >Sudden

I used to jack it to "family nudism" pics (seriously, Google it (in private mode))
I stopped and moved on, just do the same

>>18617127
People are gonna be people. There's such a thing as morbid curiosity. Fuck, people in the middle ages used to cheer in stadiums as people got brutally murdered and they still managed to reproduce. The fact that you realized it's wrong to the point of feeling physically ill means you're not a bad person. There are people on this website who completely unironically want black people to die and think Hitler was a pretty alright guy. It's alright to have a kink for something. At least it wasn't as bad as rape. You're fine, anon. You realized it was bad. Most people won't give a fuck. Think about how sick a person has to be to film those kinds of videos. You're just someone who came across it and thought it was kinda hot. That's natural. You're alright.

This is coming from a girl, by the way. Not just some sick dude who's trying to justify his own freaky kinks.

If I were a potential girlfriend and you disclosed that to me I'd be gone. But I'm somewhat vanilla.

Nonconsent bullshit is for Muslims like their taharrush assault games.

Cut the shit, stop watching, and never tell a girl.

Or find someone else to roam the sexual fringe with you.

>>18617167
That'd be like a chick schlicking to videos of dudes dicks flopping under their gym shorts or some shit. How does it being a girl suddenly make it national news?

>>18617167
Believe me, it's not something I intend to be opening up about

Cheer up OP. Noone knows this but you. It didn't hurt another person because the video would be there no matter if you watch it or not. Hell, I watch porn where perverts cum on girls in public and I still have a gf (who knows nothing). It's horrible that it happens but if it happened anyway I might as well watch it because it's pretty hot.

We all hide things for eachother. All of us. Noone is supposed to know all about us. Compartmentalize!

>>18617327
Poor girl.

>>18617127
Relax. 90% of what 90% of people masturbate to are things they wouldn't really ever do in real life. That's the whole point of masturbation fantasies. (If you were doing it you wouldn't have to imagine it)

congratulations, you're human

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>>18617127
I'm disgusted in all the porn I've been watching for the last 2 years.

Porn doesn't do anything for me anymore.

I hate it and I'm ashamed from all of it. Upskirt, trap, incest, twins, twink, JOI, 3D, futa, beast, you name it. All of it discovered through 4chan.

All of it I hate. I've become so desensitized that only something wild gets me excited.

But once I finish my load and go out and hangout with friends or go camping or hiking or go to work, I feel normal again. It's just the internet and privacy that allows out curiosity and primal urges to bloom.

>>18617127
>>18617167
As a non-vanilla girl I honestly wouldn't give a shit. So long as you're not taking the pictures yourself. Who cares if you get off to looking at stranger's panties on the internet? Girls wearing skirts end up flashing all the time anyways. And porn is just porn.

Just stop for three months and you will reset. You are addicted so you are going to keep needing more and more weird stuff to get off.

I think it's just due to the nature of male sexuality.

Does anyone else just literally not see the girls in porn as actual humans? It's hard to describe but I just see an image. it never even registers that this is an actual woman in the picture who exists in the world somewhere, and leads a life and has her own hopes and dreams and family. I just see an 100% completely objectified image of tits/ass/sex.

I think this is why porn is so damaging for males. I mean have you ever thought about the private life of the pornstar you're watching getting double teamed by niggers? that actually right now, as you read this she's in the world somewhere, a human just like you, doing soething, perhaps even browsing the internet. I've never thought this, I've never seen the girls in porn as actual real live humans.

If you're worried about being a psychopath, you're not one.

I think you've just come out of a porn induced visual gaze and ralized the reality of the real-lifeness of the girls you're seeing. That these are actual humans in the world right now, whose rights and consent is being violated as you view the image, that you are a wiling offender in this. You realized the girls are real life humans.

I don't think there's an issue here. You recognized you were doing something morally wrong, you snapped out of a 'pornstare' and saw the immorality of violating these girls consent, and now you feel guilty about it.

It's fine.