s there anything you can do about desensitization? more and more

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s there anything you can do about desensitization? more and more I'm losing feeling. can't tell if its part of getting older or if somethings actually wrong.

>don't really ever feel sick or disgusted with anything not even morally repugnant stuff like kicking a cat, not that I desire to do that.
>less attracted to females, I can actually meet a hot chick and not register she's attractive. I used to get awkward now I just dgaf.
>like its hard to describe the phenomenon, other guys will check out females around me and I will look at her and just be like "yup a big butt, tits, face. checks out by my math" but i have no actual attraction.
>not any more attracted to males so not becoming gay.
>I can actually get bored fapping and stop, and I don't even do it every week.
>don't listen to music really, beats don't give me feelings like they used to.
>food has flavor but none of its exciting, I don't crave anything. pretty much just been eating fruits and vegetables for weeks because it makes me feel not depressed and gives me the energy to keep going.
>I can spend a lot of time staring into space.
>generally slow in all things. getting dressed can take 30 mins because I'll do shit like sit down and smoke a bowl halfway through.
>am good at my job still but I could be so much better.

I'm soon to turn 21 and I don't know what I'm gonna do about it. I have friends but I'd have to bring them together for it because I've really disconnected over the last few months, and for some reason the fact that nobody has anything planned for me makes me want to skip this bday.

TLDR what do you do when you're dying inside?

pic related, I remember when a picture like this would make me go crazy.