I'm so messy- what is wrong with me???
I can't explain it, and i don't know why i'm like it. I'll even amaze myself. i'll go to somebody's house and sit on the bed or something and look in my bag. i'll get up and somebody will go " you've messed the bed up, look at it! you've dropped stuff out of your bag, and your shoes are on the floor, you've trod dirt in!" but to me i wont even notice its happened. I feel like its something in my brain, like i can't seem to do, or see, or act like other people must do.
i find it really hard to pick up after myself, and even if i try to focus on tidying or keeping something clean, minutes later its covered in mess again, or another area is messy. I'm unhappy with the way i am, but i don't know how to change and it upsets me to think that the people who love me wouldnt even live with me. What can i do?
https://www.pdasociety.org.uk/what-is-PDA/about-pda
>>18613841
>https://www.pdasociety.org.uk/what-is-PDA/about-pda
>PDA is increasingly recognised as part of the autism spectrum.
>autism
NO.
>>18613841
oh no i fit 90% of the criteria.
okay so how do i solve the problem