Its been a year and im still not over her. Ive fucked 5 different chicks, done drugs and drank, partied, gone on trips, and I feel inferior like she is enjoying life and I'm not and the depression is killing me.
I dream of revenge and making her see how much Ive improved but I know she doesnt care and never will.
How do I move on?
find someone new to attach yourself to. fucking random girls won't cut it.
Revenge is for weak minded people. Outlive her. The fact that you are thinking about her just shows you've lost.
She isn't have a great life, she's more likely pretending because that's how women cope. She's probably feels just how you feel.
Move on, take less drugs and improve yourself, not for her but for yourself. Get some medical advice for coping with depression and tell someone close to you about it. Baby steps senpai
Stay salty