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I have major depression. Antidepressants haven't helped me. I cry uncontrollably for no reason. Sometimes in public. My aunt committed suicide causing my grandpa to die of heartache. I loved my grandpa very much. I want to kill myself very badly, but I am afraid i'll kill my mother and ruin the lives of everyone in my family. Sometimes I don't care, because I'll be dead. The thought of my mom suffering hurts though.
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Who gets this depressed over losing their grand parents
Wtf I never got this
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>>18611208
My aunt killed herself. I want to kill myself. My grandpa died a week later from broken heart syndrome. I love my mom very much. I know I would cause my mom great pain if I killed myself.
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>>18611203
Mental issues are heritable. Sorry, your kids will probably be the same mess as you are now.
Go to psycholog. Not psichiater, nor shrink. Psycholog.
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How long have you ben on antidepressants? It takes a while for your body to adjust to medication, and it can actually make your symotoms worse before it starts helping with your condition. MDD is a long life battle and stress can make your meds go off balance. Talk to your doctor about adjusting your medication. You don't have to live like this. It's a physiological reaction to an imbalance of neurotransmitters, don't let it define you or your actions ;)!
Good luck m8, suicide is not an option.
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