I'm caught between a rock and a hardplace. I really want

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>>18610266
>I'm caught between a rock and a hard place.
What's up?

>>18610266
Stumble off a high place

>>18610304
Unrequited love, insecurities, ocd, failure, insomnia, guilt, regret, anger issues I'm taking out on my friends, fear of change, clinical depression, an overactive imagination that makes me too paranoid to be alone, being taken for granted and taken advantage of, being walked all over and undermined. Basically any petty first world problem that I can't deal with so I'd rather end my life than continue fighting it.
>lel

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>>18610341
>fear of change
Death a pretty big change too.

Talk to a doctor first at least. Medication would do wonders to you.

Also try this guys videos.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Bsyplaii9p4

i mean, you could place like a rock or something on the edge of a busy street then "trip"

>>18610266

>i wnat to kill my self
>but i also want to join the military
>so my plan is to kill my self
>but i need to make it look like an accident so i can join the military later

explain this to me, how are you going to join the military if you're dead?

if you fail, why not just try again?

>>18610429
Well if I pussy out (which is of high probability), or if I "fail", I wanted to join the military, which is just a general plan for my future because there's two things I definately am
1. Clinically depressed
2. Very patriotic.
:)

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>>18610457
why not just join the army then?

>>18610461
I probably will. This will all just blow over soon.
>right?

>>18610474

then stop trying to make plans to off your self. its incredibly attention whorey.

>how do i kill my self but make it look like an accident so i can join the military after

dumb fucking shit.

>>18610565
>being this mad on the internet