>be in relationship for 8 years >every day of it been thinking

how old are you?

>>18608583
27

>>18608575
It's called not knowing what you have until it is gone.

Don't let your penis control your life.

>>18608592
ouch.
but don't worry. you got into that relationship when you were basically still a child. it's no wonder you feared to miss out. it's a wonder it even held up for so long...

i guess all you can do now is learn your lesson and be grateful for what you got when you are in a relationship next time. being single has it's merits, but they are very limited and lose their appeal quickly.

also, sex is not just instincts. you might get into that "i want to impregnate fertile young women" drive when you're horny, but reality often isn't as exciting as that sounds. sex with a long term partner is a lot more enjoyable, provided you both actually put in the work required for having a good sexlife.

perky teen boobs might sound awesome, but after a few times you suddenly start to desperstely miss the intimacy you had with a parner who actually gave a fuck about you and knew how to touch you/ what gets you going. there's no replacement for that, especially not "fresh meat". you learned the hard way, make sure it pays off.

>>18608621
>perky teen boobs
>power bulge activated