Well, story time with bad english (sorry), it is long so hold

File: 1502199968163.gif (12KB, 382x450px) Image search: [Google]

12KB, 382x450px

Well, story time with bad english (sorry), it is long so hold on fellas.

>met a girl in some random chat room (2009)
>chat a lot with her with msn messenger (r.i.p.)
>had 'cam-sex' at least 3 times
>lost contact almost 6 times from 2009 to 2017
>she suddenly travel to my town (i didn't know antything about that), it was a surprise for me
>she calls me (this was the las sunday (aug 2017)) and say that is near to my favorite bar
>i'm at that bar singing and having a good time with the owner and some other dudes
>holy shit, imscared.png
>have a meeting with her at a nice restaurant across the street, she came with her cousin (seems to be a cool guy).
>we talk and the proced to go to another bar, get semi-drunk with some tequila
>we we're having some heavy kissing (that thing was really nice for me since i'm being alone for almost 6 years). This was repetitve all night long.
>she wants to visit some hot springs near my city, we travel.
>she's distant as fuck, and only is talking with her cousin.

Also she's 4 years older than me, so what the fuck is going on?

I have a planned go to her city in 14 days, i was going to call her when i arrive at her city, it was planned as a surprise.

Should i keep with the idea of going to visit her? I need advice, my head is going to colapse or something, this feeling is weird as fuck.

Thank you.