Why is it that every time I have plans with a friend, it falls

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Why is it that every time I have plans with a friend, it falls through or they cancel it? It's happened like 7 or 8 times in 2017 alone. I've actually managed to hang out with people maybe 3 or four times this year, last on may 30. I think my parents are starting to pity me. Ive even gotten more responsible with my drug use, I absolutely don't offer it unless it is asked for and I usually go sober to hang

The last two reasons I heard were "I'm so tired after my treatment, I just need to go home and nap," and pic related. Are these bullshit reasons? I can't help but feel that they are and that I'm the one causing this, what with how often it happens and my abnormal feelings of guilt.

Should I stop bothering people? I think that since most people are going to college soon and I'm just gonna be at home completely alone, so I shouldn't try. Or am I just incredibly unlucky? Or Maybe it's because I like to befriend mentally ill people, so we can relate about social anxiety and all that.
Btw, the ppl I've tried and I are all women, 18-20