Well how screwed am I? Also, I already know Im crazy and beyond

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Well how screwed am I? Also, I already know Im crazy and beyond stupid for what I did, so no need to scold me. Today before work something pretty bad happened which affected me emotionally which is irrelevant right now to go into. Anyway I go into work even though im super emotional and cant stop crying because I cant call off because I have too many points and calling off, even if I was desperately sick, would still make me get terminated. Anyway, I try to wipe my face up and stuff but I still am really emotional and obviously cant conduct myself properly so my manager pulls me over and asks whats up and basically wants me to go home obviously. This is where I just turn retarted and burst out a lie because I don't wanna get fired for leaving early. I tell her that a cousin of mine died, which is untrue, because I know my work allows people time off without getting points if a death happens.

Now Im scared to go back into work tomorrow because theyll probably want proof and obviously I dont have that. What the fuck do I do? Tell them the truth and tell them why?

How screwed am i? im obviously a fucking idiot, a liar, and deserves to get caught in it because lying about someone dying is super fucking horrible. I dont exactly think things through obviously.