>only feel actually alive when on Acid
>everything else feels like a fucking waste
>when im on acid I realize waste
>Consider killing myself irl
>When I take acid it makes sense
>When I take acid I feel like who I want to be
>just turned 23 and feel like im too old to be doing or thinking this shit...
adv on how to think
>>18595148
kill urself for being such a faggot
LSD is a euphoriant in addition to psychedelic properties, I suspect if you did MDMA you would feel the same. As someone who's been there and done that many many times I suggest you find something other than euphoriants that brings you to at least melancholy content. It takes work.