I accidentally fell for a girl I met on a school trip 4 months

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I accidentally fell for a girl I met on a school trip 4 months ago.
We talked for a while, she felt the same. Only problem is we live a thousand miles apart and are both already in relationships. After chatting for a month I just went MIA on her. She tried contacting me for a while, but eventually stopped.

We treated it like a casual thing, but it was pretty transparently the opposite. I cut ties because I couldn't deal with the guilt of being disloyal to my gf and her bf. Even if we decided to be together, one of us would have to move across the country, and we're both broke college kids, so that would be unrealistic.

I haven't stopped thinking about her since. For the last week or two I've gotten pretty close to reaching out, but I think I made the right choice, and I would only make things more difficult by starting again.

Don't really have a question, just needed to say it all "out loud."