I need out. I'm desperate. I don't give a fuck anymore.

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I need out. I'm desperate. I don't give a fuck anymore. I need to join the military. I don't see many options for myself if I don't, I just don't. I've thought about joining in the past, hell, I've gone and talked to a recruiter before but I always bitched out. Honestly, it's a good thing I did, I wouldn't have been ready for it. I wasn't mature enough.

I need a miltaryfag tell me what the realistic odds are for someone with a GED, depression and ADHD but with a hunger like no other to advance and get out of my shitty excuse for a life.

Long story short, my mother convinced me that she was going to homeshool me, bitch lied, took me out of school and refused to re enroll me. It wasn't up to me. If not for my grandmother paying for the test I wouldn't even have gotten my GED when I did.

I've put my 1911 to my head and couldn't pull the trigger. I am legit too stubborn for my own fucking good. I refuse to give up. It's not in me.

I've already 15 college credit hours on file and completed along with a basic Nursing assistant cert. My question is would they even give me a second look with the mental shit I have. I'm not violent, I'm just fucking desperate as all fuck.

I just want to get the fuck out of where I am with a burning seething passion and will sell my soul to do so.