Hey /adv/ I am an 18 year old and i recently graduated from high

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Hey /adv/ I am an 18 year old and i recently graduated from high school. I have no college plans because I don't have money and i didn't do great in high school and i don't have the emotional/mental capacity to do college. As of right now i work a shitty minimum wage job because it's close and i don't drive yet. i don't have friends except online friends and i don't do anything all day except work a 4 or 7 hour shift and then i go home and go on the computer. i do nothing everyday and i don't know how to change it. i feel so lonely because my high school friends all abandoned me right as we all graduated. i have an online bf of 3 (almost 4) years now that i am planning on moving in with in january but as of right now i have nothing to do in life except wait for that. i don't have enough money to do anything either and the highlight of my day is working or maybe getting takeout food. what can i do for now? i feel like im wasting away. my bf has friends he hangs out with and i feel jealous. even my old online friends who were social outcasts now have friends and they post about it on snapchat and i just feel jealous. i want a life i want people to make memories with and i want to have old pictures to reflect on and laugh about. i don't want to be so alone anymore but making friends is so hard. i'm even posting this because i just don't feel like i have anyone to talk to about this who cares. what can i do