I feel like a bad person. I have a sort of fetish that baffles me. My boyfriend is sick right now and I get incredibly aroused when I cuddle with him. I don't like that he is sick. I don't want to be sick but it seems like something I won't catch. Anyways sick people aren't sexy. The vulnerability and tenderness just makes me melt. I hope the affection isn't awkward for him and that he enjoys it. I tried to sex him up in an ambien haze recently and he was into it too but the fumbling woke up our girlfriend and upset her. I'm worried I perverted something that was supposed to be sweet and innocent.
>>18591461
It's not entirely uncommon in women. Just make sure you're not putting too much of a strain on him.
>>18591461
Well, he's your boyfriend. The general idea is that you can share anything with eachother, so you may as well ask if he could humour you.
>>18591788
Just allow for any boundaries, he'd do the same for his own fetishes if you asked.
>>18591461
Nothing wrong with you. You have a maternal/caring/nourishing/comforting instinct. In this particular case it was awakened by his being sick. The next time he'll be depressed or scared or vulnerable in some other way and the same instinct will kick in.
It's a good thing.