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I don't like me. I hate me. I wish I wasn't me. All of the things I do are tainted by who I am. Every time I want to imagine something good in my life I'm someone else because even in my head I always ruin it otherwise. Why can't I ever be any good? Other people can do things and be great but when I do the same thing it's terrible and wrong. Everything I've ever done right is hollow and fake, like I didn't even really do it, but filled a role while predetermined events occured in sequence around me. Whenever my self, my own actions, without any third party planning or supervisions come into play I always ruin everything. Sometimes I even mess it all up with help. Why am I like this? Why can't I just be the right person?
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>>18591361
Well anon, what makes you thing you aren't good? Could you give some examples?
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>>18591396
Name any thing. From messing up school projects with bad grammar to putting the sheets on my bed the wrong way to failing to put a specific example in my 4chan post to buying the wrong laptop because I misread the screen size and then trying to return it to the wrong store. I always mess up, whether it's just the first try or something with no recourse for failure. I can never seem to properly execute even basic tasks if I have any degree of autonomy with which to mess up. I made 9 typos typing this up.
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>>18591361
everyone feels like this, get over it, fucking pussy
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>>18591361
then try harder to be the person you want to be, or don't. it's your funeral
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