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>be me
>good friends with girl
>fall in love with girl
>like really fall for this girl
>want to date her but I'm in a bad place in life
>tyrn life around for this girl so I have a chance
>lose weight, and do school work again
>to scared to just outright ask her out so make plan and set day I plan to ask her out
>other guy who knew how I felt about girl asks her out before I can.
>spreads bs and causes drama, friend group fractured
>they break up but too late damage done.
>me and girl not friends anymore
>tried dating other women, never felt the same about any of them, always end p bored and frustrated or annoyed by them
>try to forget about girl but cant
>still miss her to this day

its been two years since I last saw or heard from her and I still have feelings for her that I cant shake.

I want to try and contact her again because I miss her and I'm now in a better place in life. I still hope that one day me and her can be together. I would like to try and contact her again but I have o idea how I would or what I would say or if she would even want to hear from me again.

what should I do, like I said ive missed her and tried to move on but idk what to do

is it a good idea or a stupid idea to try and contact her again? if so how should I do it? if not how can I move on?