How do I start looking forward to things again, /adv/? Reading (comic) books and watching movies and tv shows was one of the few things I used to look forward to doing, but nowadays it just feels like a chore.
I remember reading once that besides having something to look forward to doing, you'd need someone to love and something to do. I don't love anyone but and my side job is in event security which basically means hours of nothingness so I start thinking about this shit again. I'll probably finish my study eventually but I already know I'm just finishing it for the sake of finishing it.
Years ago when I still thought talking to a professional helped they asked me if I wanted to do prescription drugs to deal with the problems but I was afraid of the side effects.
I'm hoping people who are/were going through the same things could give me some advice. If not, at least it felt good typing it out again.