>be me >20 yrs old >not completely autistic but kinda

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>be me
>20 yrs old
>not completely autistic but kinda antisocial
>moved to memphis to live with my sister for the summer
>Parents thought it would bring me out of my shell and I'll have fun
>Do it since it's a chance to get away from my home town
>Get here
>Ohshitthisplaceisashithole.jpeg
>try to be optimistic
>Maybe i can get a job in sound engineering
>been here since may
>still no friends
>hate my part time job in fast food
>self hate is at an all time high
>been thinking about suicide alot more since this is supposed to be the golden age of my youth and everything fucking sucks

What do i do?

Pic of me for chuckles