I'm in love and it's completely unreciprocated.
I can't think of anyone else.
Porn does the trick but feels empty.
It's more than sexual though.
I accidentally convinced myself he's "the one" and that we're destined to be together.
He's not gay.
I know this to be true, but have a hard time really believing it.
And even if he were, we are classes, social structures, and worlds apart.
How do I get over it?
I'm just getting tired. I don't want to be depressed.
>>18587782
How did you meet this guy? Why are you chasing a straight dude?
>>18587842
Class. We had a few conversations on memes and general cultural things. Played vidya and stuff but it was clearly a "pass the time in class" type relationship with no intention on his part of ever taking it out of the classroom environment. Not even on a friend level. Tried and failed multiple times just to hang out and see if things would work out. He's clearly not interested but I can't bring myself over the lump to forget about him, like I have so many others.
I don't know, it's my curse. Only ever been attracted to straight guys as far as I know. I don't KNOW that's he straight. He has some hobbies and interests that would indicate otherwise. But there's no solid reason to just believe someone is gay right off the bat; it's best to assume normality.
>>18587883
You're right, he isn't gay and will never be interested. Best to accept it and move on and try not to just randomly fall in "love" with random people. I'll never understand it
>>18587899
Yeah obviously but how? Steps, methods, etc?
>>18587900
Sorry, here's a final bump but I haven't been in love since freshmen year of high school, however long ago that has been now, so I wouldn't have the first clue.