How do i rekindle that love for being alone and independent and introspective that I had as a teen? Now at 26 i feel like i should have a wife and kids and a house and a big bank statement. Im getting there but the pressure is brutal and im so unhappy that i think about suicide. I just want to enjoy late nights listening to tunes and surfing 4chan again but nothing is the same.
>>18587304
You remind me of myself and Brent D'Silva.
Maybe for introspection: try self-enquiry, heart centered awareness, and a healthy dose of existentialism and wonder
>>18587304
Humans are naturally social creatures that crave the affection of others. It is paramount in ensuring the continued survival of our species. Suppressing your emotions and forcing yourself into independent and lonely situations is likely encouraging your depression.