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Why am I depressed?
Here's some context of my life
>literally just turned 18
>enlisting in the armed forced
>got a couple months break before I'm fully enlisted
Here's my average day:
>wake up around 10-12pm
>make some coffee and either go running or go lift at the gym
>once every 2-3 days ring my only two friends and go to their house to play some vidya and hang out
>if I'm not doing that I stay at home browsing 4chan / reddit / YouTube or playing vidya for the rest of the day
>jerk off and eat occasionally too
I don't understand why I'm so incredibly depressed. I can't shake it off either.
I feel incredibly alone and like I'm missing out.
I think my issue is, I don't have enough friends. I do have more but we didn't keep in contact after leaving school.
I want to hang out with them but I only have their phone numbers and cause I haven't spoken to them in a month I don't know how I'd invite them to do anything.
Other than that, I supplement vitamin D and ZMA.
I don't really understand why I'm as depressed as I am
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Also I sometimes fap to traps and hate myself for it
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I really do not know
Maybe you are going through life too lazily, not like Dio from "Casshern Sins"
>Quote by Casshern about Dio
"Even though there is life, no one here is living it. Life is overflowing from you and these people are merely drinking their fill, but Dio and all the people I've met on my journey aren't like that...they're..they're more...they were blazing with fire...they were torches burning with life."
By fapping and browsing these site, you're not a torch blazing with fire like Dio, who only survived to achieve his goal (after which he died from losing meaning in life, becoming totally peaceful)
You maybe want friends right now.
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Positive thinking. Look it up. It's basically lying to yourself but your subconscious listens. It works. Also if you work hard ebough you can replace your depression with exhaustion.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OjrmxEwItw
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>>18587090
I'd say because your not challenging yourself enough.
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>>18587287
Give me some challenged? I've actually changed a lot in my life in preparation for the armed forces.
But I don't imagine playing vidya for hours helps much t b h
>>18587286
Video unavailable, and it opens up boom boom boom I want you in my room so I don't even know what you were linking lol
>>18587197
That's interesting, I think things will get better in the armed forces, but I'm not sure about the next few months.
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cus u need to shave that damn beard
then youll be less depressed
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>>18587348
I wish I had a beard
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>>18587174
https://youtu.be/p-A8GvUehq4
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>>18587439
You have opened my eyes
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>>18587485
(:
Yeah, it's very informative. Yet even though this exists so many people still question their sexuality and a bunch of people fight over this stuff in porn threads like retards.
This needs to be stickied in gif I swear
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>>18587494
It amazes me we had this information as early as 2011 but it's not common knowledge.
Also gonna work on that confidence while I'm at it
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