I usually trick my way out of spending a lot of time on stuff.

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I usually trick my way out of spending a lot of time on stuff. Sometimes I just do the easy way...like condense the work I need to do to as few days as possible. That's what I'm doing with school, and next quarter I might possibly be attending class three days a week. Recently, though, I found another class that'd push my schedule to 4 days. It's a cool class that's unnecessary, but something that I always wanted to take. Then that got me thinking about my habits and my past. Was that crazy quarter with 2-day schoolweeks really worth it? Do I remember anything at all of what I spent the extra time doing? Or, did it just reinforce my laziness and fuck me up?

My regular rationale is that limiting the days saves a shit ton of time because honestly going to class is the commute and the getting ready part...two hours or more per day are spent on the context of there being class. Thing is, it isn't really like I'm spending the saved time productively. Let me reassure you guys that I'm so lazy that a sloth would think I'm rock. My perpetual fatigue - once I go out, when I return home I'm deflated and usually go and sleep for an unholy amount of time 12+ hours) - my sore eyes and general social anxiety enable me as well. The less I go out, the less stress and pain.

I know this is kind of vague. Maybe taking 3 or 4 days is more up to me than you guys. However, I'd like a second opinion here. How do you gradually go from a rock to a doer? I do have the rest of summer break and I figure that I could try to untangle myself from this stagnant mess I've gotten myself into.

Goals:
>get /fit/ so I'll feel less self-conscious (I lost a lot weight by not eating much in the past few months, but still haven't exercised+need to lose 20 more pounds)
>practice my hobby every day
>not be too sad
>main thing: be able to motivate myself instead of thinking it's all meaningless and the same