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>be somewhat attractive guy
>however not a normie, can almost never make friends
>eventually suffer crippling loneliness
>look at fur fag porn of vore/bara
>eventually this is what I do all the time when I'm alone because it gives me a sense of security that I lack due to almost no father figure growing up
>have strong imagination from reading a lot growing up so I'm able to imagine crazy fantasy scenarios that don't exist
>eventually just continue creating these scenarios in my mind when I'm not working, basically living in my own little world
>start doing nothing but creating different worlds in my head, some erotic some not
>all I do now when I don't work is live in different fantasy worlds that I make up
I know this isn't healthy but I don't know how to stop. Should I just accept this is who I am? Other times I feel like trying to be accepted with the normies is too boring/hard, but then part of me feels like this is unhealthy too.
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>>18585203
You can easily stop the sexual aspect by having some discipline, it gets easier, then in moderation begin fapping only to normal things (hot women, not any weird stuff). I'm not familiar with this "world creation" habit.
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it's tough because I have such a strong imagination that I feel amazing when I'm able to imagine things rather than real sex. I've had real sex and it's OK but usually boring or I can't get it up because I'm just bored.
mentally stimulating myself makes me have orgasms so good I'm sometimes in tears, which then creates the problem where I would rather fap then actually have real sex.
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