Maybe my issues will get me beta male of the year but what ever...
She is 25, im 30. She doesnt want to get married. She has miscarraged and 6 months later medically aborted. She has self esteem issues and is literally on fb 24/7. Posting photos of herself and now instagram. The sex is great when we actually have sex... i feel like sex is kinda forced on by me. She likes being restricted so the forcing is something she like but lately she just isnt keen on sex.
If i talk to any chick or go out with any friends, to her im ether cheating or talking about other girls which im not but she wont believe it. She can talk to all the guys on the internet though. We not even friends on fb.
I went shopping with her. Literally she was complaining that all the other girls look way more prettier then her so i spoil her. Get her nails done, hair, threading, clothes. We have a long chat about my needs and i feel like she registered everything. I find messages to her thirsty guy friends on fb that "she treating herself to clothes and dvds."
Fucking pissed off.
Ive broken up with her twice before and she is in tears asking to have me back and I cave because these times she is 100 giving me attention.
Am I beta of the year??
This girl sounds like she doesn't respect her father. NEVER commit long term to a girl who doesn't respect her father.
You're only a beta male if you stay with her.
It's clearly obvious you should just break up and stay that way. If you're willing to dish out that kind of cash for a day out, spend it on a woman that will actually appreciate it.