>breakup with partner >now feel constantly depressed >feel

Every up has it's down.

I think we have a tendency to stagnate after leaving a relationship. We become dependent on our partners without realizing it, so when they're inevitably taken from us, we don't know how to react.

What you need to do is kick-start your life again. Get out, and do shit. No, you won't want to immediately, but keep forcing yourself to go out and you'll eventually discover a reason you want to.

The world isn't over, only a single chapter. The happiness you've felt with your partner is not the end of it all, but a brief memory and experience you can carry forward towards eventually learning to form a bond with somebody else.

This is going to sound cliche as fuck. Breakups suck, especially when you really love the other person. But that only means that they weren't right for you in the long run. I've been EXACTLY where you are right now - twice, actually - so believe me when I tell you things do get better. Breaking up with someone you love can feel like the end of the world, and your mind must be spiraling with "what-ifs" and if-onlys".

But you need to stand on your own two feet, get back out there, and find the person who will make the problems with the world melt away again. And if you're serious about contemplating suicide, I strongly recommend talking to friends, family, anybody you'd trust to help guide you through it. If all else fails, try seeing a therapist or attending a local group whose members are going through the same thing (trust me, they're out there). There's no shame in getting help from others when you're down like this. Things will get better for you, but in the meantime, there's no reason you have to suffer by yourself.

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I relate to your feelings, OP.

Own the pain, embrace that depression, it will be yours now. This pain will grow you as a person and define you later on in life, whetever you look for a new girl or in other areas of your life.

Just don't commit suicide or do anything fatal, that will be that one mistake you can never recover from, unlike any kind of emotional pain.

Stay strong, OP, most people go through pain of break up, you are not that special.