Do I have ptsd? I'm 21 right now 2014 I moved to a shitty

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Do I have ptsd? I'm 21 right now
2014 I moved to a shitty neighborhood with my mom and brother for a year and I was going to highschool to redue some courses and for grade 12 also fell for the antidepressant Jew around that time. I was a city away from my friends I also smoked alot and I was 17 at the time. One day I was having depersonalization and needed to smoke but couldn't buy cigarettes. I was stupid and got one off some guy, long story short it was laced with something and I started to panic going back home. My mom was on the phone and I cried to her asking if she could take me to the hospital. She screamed at me for bothering her while she was on the phone but the person on the phone heard me and asked what I was talking about so my mom gave in and walked me to the hospital. She lied and told me it was closed, I couldn't think clearly so I didn't realize at the time she was lying. After this I have been on and off jobs and scared of people. Talking or thinking about this sometimes give me panic attacks, I rarely talk and spend everyday shut in my house only ever leaving to smoke. Ive been to a psychiatrist and therapist that diagnosed me with anxiety and depression but I never told them about this