I've always sought long term, meaningful relationships. I've always wanted to love and be loved, to see someone as the most amazing and beautiful person on the planet.
>Hanging with my sister, she invites her friend over
>sister heads to bed, her friend and I stay up for 8 hours talking
>we exchange contact info, start hanging out frequently
>been talking for just short of 2 weeks, she stays the night and we fool around a little
>I know she doesn't want to have kids, or get married, hasn't had a relationship longer than 3 months
>Despite this, I like her but I'm concerned I'll wind up falling for someone who isn't emotionally available
I'm really tired of being alone, but I don't want to break myself because of it. Any thoughts?