What do I leave behind so my mom doesn't feel bad about

Nothing will keep her from feeling bad short of you staying where you are, even if it is difficult.

>>18579055

My sister killed herself a year back and left a letter behind. It didn't help any. My mum's still a fucking mess and probably will be for the rest of her life. If you care about your mum at all, you bite your teeth and wait that she dies off first before offing yourself.

There's no easy way to say this, but no matter what you leave behind, it will destroy your family & hurt many of those who knew you. I know this is 4chan, but these words come with genuine sentiment - Please hang on. I know it can be extremely difficult, & how everyone says to just hang on. Trust me, I know, It may, & probably is the most difficult thing you've done yet. But please, hang on. If not for yourself, then for your mother. That's all. Best of luck.

>>18579078
>If you care about your mum at all, you bite your teeth and wait that she dies off first before offing yourself.

this OP, im doing the same