I'm done with the internet, and wasting my time I need

Working full time helped me stray away from the internet. I definitely don't feel complete or independent from life, but I don't feel depressed and meaningless so that's a start. Having responsibility helps me focus on what should be important to me instead of just moping all day. Getting cats helped too cause I can't focus on my problems that aren't actually big problems, I need to focus on them and make sure they're ok too.

I bought a 3 books on Java progranming and knocked those out then worked my ass off to get a job that I was horribly unqualified for. Saved up for a bootcamp and a few years later I'm living the fucking dream. You can do it to.

Seconding this

the internet is a useful thing, you are just a little shitter that has no discipline or self control, youll find something else to waste time on

get a job, what motivation you need? you need an income to live, my tip is grow up and prioritize your life according to your needs