Hey /adv/,
Today was my first day at a new job and basically I'm a fucking autist and we're going through training. I get nervous and make dumb jokes that no one laughs at and I get ahead of everyone else and know more about the product so i guess i come off as pretentious. Also I'm schizophrenic so I have some neurotic behaviors that even i dont notice but i notice other peoples reactions to me but its possible I'm just being paranoid. Also I've been getting visibly irritated at how much the training sucks(not verbally though, Im just sure i look very bored) Please help me /adv/, I don't want to fit in but I end up getting alienated to a point where when I talk people just ignored me. I need to shut the fuck up but I cant.