Hello everyone.
There was a girl I saw. Her face, the way she moved and handled herself. It was like she was so much more than everyone else. Over a few days I looked at this girl on the beach. Everything about her was noble, yet sexy and I wanted to just get to know her. Be her friend and then take it further.
I finally decided to do something about it. I was decided to talk to her, I felt like we would click perfectly since she also stared at me constantly and smiled at me.
Two days ago I ran to that same beach after work to find her. Gone. My heart stopped and it hasn't since started again. She was a tourist and she is gone. I lost my only chance of finding someone meaningful, someone I truly admired.
What now? I feel so lost. I've never felt liek this for a stranger before. There was something about her and I lost her forever.
My problem is not the immense hurt. My problem is the hurt going away and me forgetting she was there in the first place.