Visibly depressed
Anyone so depressed they can't hide it? I can only laugh when i'm around like 2 friends. I feel so jaded and worn out, it's just hard to get by.
All i hear from depressed people are things like "i hate having to put on a happy face when i'm depressed", or "i may smile but i'm not happy.
I can't genuinely smile and put on any kind of show. I simply don't have the energy for it. I feel slow as fuck too.
Posting from office currently but it's a separate corner office all for myself, so there is little socializing involved except some short conversations with in-house clients.
I feel incredibly lonely and depressed atm too. Low energy as well. I didn't use to be like this, but current life circumstances (had to come back to my small hometown and such) have left me without friends and lonely.
Wish I could meet you OP, shared loneliness could be easier to tolerate than one kept for oneself.
Have been depressed for so long that i already accepted being miserable is ok. Don't have interest on having any friends or plans for my future and im ok with that but im not happy. It seem i just give up or reached some kind of a nihilistic way of live.
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Oh human beings! What a resilient creatures aren't we?
Yyyyyyyyyup. I'm pretty much a surly, frowning mess consistently, other than around a couple folks. A lot of them are just so used to the mess by now, I think they don't point it out just as a way of being polite.
Used to have loads of close friends, used to have an amazing social life
I cut myself off from all of them after meeting gf since all they did was complain. Gf left me a couple of months ago for another guy and I've got no one to talk to at all now
Parents noticing I lost a lot of weight and that I've been eating less and that I never talk or leave my room anymore so it's pretty obvious to them I guess
I always look at pictures and videos from back then and remind myself of how good I had it