So my ex (17F) and I(17M) broke up almost a year ago. We said

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So my ex (17F) and I(17M) broke up almost a year ago. We said we would still be friends, but it didn't really play out that way. Now every time we see each other we make super uncomfortable eye contact for half a second and it's super awkward for the rest of the time (we're both involved some of the same activities). I wanted to talk to/text her to see if she still wanted to be friends, but recently she has seemed to actively avoid me and occasionally gets a panicked look I her eyes when she sees me so I'm wondering if this is still a good idea or if I should just ignore her.

Now here's the twist:

She's asexual. This was the reason we broke up (she came out like 8 months in or smthn) and I was super salty about it for a while cause she kinda blindsided me with it (essentially we had done a lot of sexual stuff and suddenly she was just like 'I've never liked any of this and also I never had feelings for u in the first place'), but now I'm over it and am just trying to make things less awkward overall. There's also the issue of her friends, which I had some drama with in the past 3 years and quite a few of them hate me. If they find out I'm even trying to contact her, they're gonna tell the whole school that I'm in love with her, and I can't have that cause I currently have a gf and I don't need any more drama at this point.

This is also kind of a rant so thanks for the read.
-SO