My life has turned into a big mess. First off I think my biggest

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My life has turned into a big mess. First off I think my biggest problem is I'm a chronic liar. I almost finished high school with my associates in arts and only need one credit in math to get (which my parents think I did). Now I'm taking bachelors classes and the first semester went great so I signed up in spring did maybe one week of work then stopped going and doing work altogether. In my situation doing online I cannot be dropped from classes for not attending and I didn't make an effort to drop them and ended up failing 5 then in summer same thing now. I'm 100% sure in fall they aren't going to let me sign up for shit. The school signed me up to talk to a lady (about how I was going to schedule and do my work during summer) and I lied to her and didn't have the balls to follow up with her after lying the first time. Now I'm pretty sure me dad is going to find out and freak and I'm pretty fucking nervous. I've become such a loser I don't know what to do. There is no way I am going to tell them though that's for sure. I know I'm in college now and they have no involvement anymore but still I'm sure I'm going to get another letter for academic affairs which I've received several. What can I do? I don't think my mom cares as much but I feel like such a disappointment despite doing ok in highschool I don't really feel like college is necessary but I have no drive or ambition to do anything. I currently work full time and make good money but nothing I could support myself on I wish I could move on but I feel like a manchild still even at 19.