anyone else suicidal right now? I've dealt with suicidal tendencies since I was about 12 (I'm 18 now) but the overwhelming desire to kill myself comes at least once a week now, as opposed to once every 6 months or so when I was 12. I'm not really sure how to get out of this, I've tried antidepressants (2 different kinds) and they didn't help. drop your stories/advice
>>18571869
If your life sucks badly enough to where you are contemplating suicide, the solution is to improve your life to the point that you don't want to lose it.
>>18571877
the thing is, my life doesn't even suck. I got a promotion and will be training for my new position next week, I just moved into a nicer (and bigger) apartment, and I have a good social life/friends. I've been working out too, which makes me feel better, but I just feel depressed almost all the time, especially at night.