So I'm out of highschool now and really need to decide what I want to do with my life, whether I want to go to college and study a field I'm not highly interested in hopes to live a decent upper middle class life (assuming I don't drop out entirely due to crushing anxiety and insecurity) or work an average prole job and study what I want in the meantime and save up for plastic surgery so that I can actually enjoy my youth.
Which option seems the best? I should say I'm likely a 4/10 or less and was probably one of the top 20 ugliest guys in my grade. I don't even give a shit about being a chad or whatever, but if I could at least be average or so I could forget about my looks and just move on with life.
>>18571375
If you're wanting plastic surgery, the first thing you should do is work on your self esteem, provided that you weren't in a fire or some sort of brutal accident.