What can a total beta spaz who can't attention span for

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What can a total beta spaz who can't attention span for more than a second do to survive in this shit hole.
Is there any decent jobs for idiots or some way I can support myself? I went through like 10 jobs in 3 years. Im so fucking depressed and sick of struggling, I wouldn't mind if I felt like I had a connection with any fucking person alive or a want to live. I have no quality of life. Past eating, and smoking pot. Which I stopped because whats the point. My highest paying job was 8.75 I've given up on myself. Had my life almost "together" and it fell apart. Im about to be homeless if I don't do something but the only thing I can see is going back to min wage shitholes and once I slip up im going to be out of bridges. I don't understand this shit. I don't really think about it anymore just lay in bed watching mind numbing shit that I don't even enjoy waiting for my friends to throw me out because I already know im too fucking dumb to hold a job. Why? Because I 100% lack social skills as a male and am ugly foreveralone and people see they can push me around and try to bully me/take advantage of me so I spaz the fuck out on them what the fuck is wrong with me /adv/