How do I find happiness in being alone? I see acquaintances

>>18571121
You can't. sorry. If you were you wouldn't be asking here. You can either be alone and safe, or happy with people and having the always imaginable possibility of getting crushed emotionally by others. You can't both be happy and alone. such is life.

Social media is a highly curated bragging contest where you only see the best tid-bits of other people's lives. They're not necessarily happier than you.

Romance only makes you really excited and happy for the first few months, and then it's like having a really close friend with exclusive fucking rights. Except sometimes they don't have the same drive to fuck as you and you're still sexually repressed a lot, just not as badly as you could be.

What I'm trying to get at is that happiness can't be bestowed to you by boys/girls/whatever and you have to find your own interesting shit to do.