Can someone explain this feeling? I often feel like I'm

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Can someone explain this feeling?

I often feel like I'm missing out on the world. I feel like I've wasted the past 18 years of my life trapped in my small town.

I feel like I'm isolated and not involved in the bigger picture.
I have a burning desire to always be in the know and I long to see it all and be apart of the now.

But as I lay in my dimly lit room, staring at my screen day after day, I have never felt more isolated or uninvolved in anything.

This feeling drove me so nuts I enlisted in the air force.

Now I'm worried I'll miss out on my early twenties....

I just want to make the most of this life. I feel so trapped.