>Entire life feels like it's lived on a great, winding rail
>React to things in a very predictable way, and can't stop doing so
>Everything feels so old, and I never feel alive
>Envision my existence as a piece of metal tied to the back of a car going 80 MPH
>Slamming up and down
>Can't stop feeling that I never really had a chance
>Don't see myself ever achieving anything in this reality, and believe I'm going to be someone's Uncle at most
I don't know what will happen, but I know I can't function in the society around me.
I don't have anywhere to go or anything to do, and I have no control over what happens in my life, and I don't think I ever will.
I have a job, but I have an empty existence now that I'm out of school, and I don't think I'll ever find another who can fill that hole.
>>18569926
If you are older than 25 then you have to kill yourself to experience the sweet release of death. If you are younger than 25 STFU you angsty depressed teenager. and grow up and make yourself useful. There are a lot of people who could use your skills and appreciate you for it but noooooo "I'm incapable."
>>18569962
To hell with other human beings.
They desire what is best for themselves.
>>18569997
Getting other to help other people while at the same time being away from your own ego as a reward is a good human motivator. Ease up on the Nietzsche anon
>>18569926
Every day I see a thread like this. So many bored, depressed, unhappy people. Maybe we would be better off if we had a good war to fight. Or some kind of massive catastrophe. Seems like people fall apart when life is too predictable.
>>18570070
you should read the book "Tribe" by Sebastian Junger