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Why even live when I can't find a girlfriend/someone to fuck without puking when I see their face and without paying them money to have sex with me?
I was born as an inferior male, skinnier than your normal skinny dude (I think I have Kleinfelter's) and an unattractive, plain face. I was simply born inferior to most men.
I'm 21 tomorrow and have never experienced love. At this point in time my libido is non-existent, and I have no will to continue living honestly. Depression is going to be the end of me, seemingly. I have no access to firearms, and I'm too scared I'll fuck up breaking my neck while trying to hang myself.
I guess I'm writing this because I want someone to tell me "It's all going to be okay" well I fully well understand it wont. Obviously this isn't the only problem I've got since I'd have an otherwise great life, but this is the last nail in the coffin.
I honestly feel ashamed for making this thread but I can't help it, when you're depressed and have no friends to talk to and live alone, you resort to these kinds of things... I have to let it out somewhere, otherwise I'd go insane. I have to let someone know, even just as a small post in the sea of internet garbage.
I just honestly wish I was rather never born but having to go through this shit my whole life, being unwanted. It's so hard to find someone who likes you for who you are, aside from your family. Honestly fuck being born in this age where we're so overly focused on looks and vanity and cannot escape it. It's everywhere you turn. And it's going to take yet another life. But honestly who gives a fuck, there's already too many of us anyway.
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>>18569455
you're a skinny guy.
Learn how to play guitar.
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>>18569455
>how am I supposed to live without the succ
stop being obsessed with it
achieve something
then you'll get the succ
it's beautiful, really. good luck. or shoot a school.
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>>18569457
To be honest I have more chance of getting plastic surgery in 5 years time if I make it that far than getting good at an instrument to the point where it wets the pants. Just doing the most basic things is hard when you're depressed, let alone learn an instrument. tnx for a suggestion tho man
>>18569460
>21
>achieve something
So basically I have to pay someone to fuck me. Right. If getting a high-paid job after years of blood and sweat just to support someone who fucked throughout their entire youth is an achievement in life, I'd rather be dead.
I'm just asking for someone who I won't be disgusted with (trust me I'm really not picky, just don't be overweight is the only requirement), I just want to know what it's like when someone is in love with you.
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